Wonderful world of me

im not writin in this diary anymore, i have a new one tho, which is friends only, so if you want to read post here or talk 2 me on msn, ull have to make an account tho if u wana read it, so jus leme know an ill add you

new journal - velvet_rain_

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Current Mood: cheerful

well decided im doing my own dreds finally :D, and yuh, drivin lesson today, was goooooood uhm, yea then i went out and did stuff an come back

Current Mood: busy

not a good day, it were thunderin rlly loud soi got scared n went to th farm lol, and then it rained alot, and i got pissed wet thru and well... yea, then ma street got flooded lol, and im not eatin again lol, ive got tht feelin from last time when i stopped eatin for 2 week :\ eek, oh well

jus stuffs gettin on top of me, like lookin after me mam alot more thn usual and th farm stuff, work for tests i gota do wi ma drivin and my music soon, then im startin college again very soon, and alot of other small things r gettin on top of me, i hardly get to go out nemore because i have so much to do at home n grr!

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: deep purple - hush

went bolton met matt went lookin for a job i got as far as boots an fort fuck it, so went to th alma, then ppl came then i went.

also ive been drinkin all sorts since i got home, slightly pished to say so heh, well no more imput shite to this thing as nowts gone on





raaa reee rooo im the grass pokemon... yea w/e (quote of th day :\)

oh and yea i got miverd by this woman on the bus askin me about my tshirt (dimmu) and she said im to young for violenc heh... yea

meh got college again soon, i ent lookin forward tto it at all


oh and i feel as tho summet didnt go as i well as i wanted it to today :( spose it was my only chance to, an i didnt take it, im really gutted tbh

Current Mood: rejected
Current Music: machine head shitty crappy fuckin thing yea!

yea so sandys gone... pfft, was ace tho while he was here :)

ill see him again sooooon, weh hey!

hes ace n stuff. stayed over las nite :D

nehoo............. today i jus went to julies and did her hair for her heh, she wasonly goin for a walk btu she wanted to look errr 'stylish' lol.

but today jus sat in wi sandy coz he cudnt be assd doin nefin but then we went to th park :S tryed to see who could swing th highest on th swings i lost, coz im scared of fallin :(

well im guna carry on talkin 2 ppl on msn now

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: dumb

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orite, had drivin lesson this mornin, was good.

fook me las nite i went to bed n jus lay there n summet were tickin me arm but i fort it was jus like the wind coz i were lay next to window so i fort it were jus blowin on ma arm n it were cold but then it started to itch so then i crapt miself n flung ma harm about lol then i turned on light to find it was a huge fuckin spider like as big as one of those u find in ur bath omg, i never screamd so loud in my life so i ran out th room an slept downstairs an my mum got it for me this mornin it was on ma ceilin, but bloody hell it was rlllllly big! :\

Current Mood: scared

not much gone on today, jus got up early, went to bolton payed for lessons saw few ppl round didnt speak much, was to tired, kinda got wi terry, heh, uhh then i come ome, went to the farm, got totaly soaked almsot got trampled on coz it thunderd rlly loudly an so ma horse like had a pissy fit an tryed to run off while im knee deep in mud and had my hand thru his head colar... yea, great!

Found my hat, lost it th other day, it was in th caravan boo!, agg matt jus rang me didnt realise, it was on silent.

Duno wether to go to the alma or not 2moro, hmmmmmmmmmz i think matts goin tho i cba with it nemore its shit i want to go sumwhere diff but i cant well i have no money to go to manchester fer th night.

heh, fookin shitty hole place crappy bolton.

im rlly not lookin forward to goin to college, well i am coz ill be doin music this time, i kinda applyd late in ma old college n did friggin hair dressin whichj sux. its jus early mornins... i cant do it specially when i have to get th train an bus which both about 30min ride and 30min on a mornin on a train is orrible, thers no way im ever guna be on time, fuck that.

im guna stop goin on now an get a drink coz im guna die in a sec if i dont!

Current Mood: thirsty

omfg wwwhy my mum just walked into my room an held up a huge poster of a naked man masterbatin... WHY!

geez, jus tlakin 2 jess were drawin pics of each other.

i went to the farm today and rode for ages and did farmy stuff for a change, also i washed my hair 4 times today and had 4showers.. wow.

i have a blister on my finger tho coz i were ridin b4 an th rains were rubbin so i come home n had ago of ma drums n ma blister popped coz of ma stix, it rlly hurt.

im realuy clean its ace. oh yea i were spose go an book my theory test today but i forgot and bah, ill go in town tomorrow prolly n get ppl out. theyll all be there nehoo hangin round the town hall steps like losers... well matt isnt a loser but the rest are, god they are really annoyin their just scallies kiddin themselves... stupid lil shits.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: hold my finger - sikth

ma dogs fine it jus gota be on these very expensive tablets for th rest of her days bah!

omg i wore a dress lol, i been wearin diff dress's for th last few days im feelin all weird heh, well since i ent as fat as i used to be i fort why not and so i gots a ace tan on my legs like 1st time ever my legs have seen th sun :O!

Agg matt asked me to go cins 2moro and audrey asked me to ride her horse 2moro and i may be seein jenni D 2moro, bah i duno which to go for coz i ent seen jen in ages and i havent rode for ages an i ent seen aceful matt for ages gah!

haha took piccies of ma dress coz hawk made me lolza! :P

i cant stop burpin, its since i drank some fanta it makes me burp :S

Current Mood: good
Current Music: wake up - lost prophets

omg every1s bein cunts omg, peters a twat YES YOU PETER cunt and so is roland he stole my skin and so is rory coz hes bein gay ass with me and so is you who ever readsa this coz u have nothin better to do than ready my journal u bored loser freakin no life twat!


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pip pip

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: emo shit, for the extra depression

im bored, u know what i just did, i fell over my drum kit with a bottle of open coke in my hand, it went everywhere and i have a bruise on my knee, and earlier on this mornnin or afternoon when ever i got up i fell down th last 2stairs n hurt my knee

Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: wht does complacent mean?

well, i was spose to go to th alma 2nite and i even had money this time, but matt only had 1quid an rory was goin to sum party so bah i fort id jus sack it,

This weather is to much for me, i hate it when its hot, its not right, well same goes for when its cold coz ppl seem to moan when its to hot, an moan when its cold, an u can never be happy, and im jus watchin some stupid mosquito/blood suckin thing bitin my arm, it itches but ah well!

I made a new skin today, well with alot off help from duff, i had one made for me a while back but its really shit so i redid it, and now its good =D yeay i put new sounds in and put a skirt onit and stuff, it was well hard n i was even bein told what to do lol, so thanks again to duff :D now, next thing i have to do is make myself new hilt, so im guna do that now =D

pip pip

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: nirvana

Well i did go to bed at 1am las nite, but then i spent 2hours txtin rory and omg i got so tired but i didnt mind coz how ever tired i was i couldnt sleep :\ meh

May go to the alma later that is if matt n rory r goin if non of them dont go then i ent, heh made a f00l of myself th other night with ryan B... lolz all is fine now thu. I wasnt guna go anywhere coz of probs at home but i think they may be ok later.
Hmmz i got asked out by 3ppl again las nite lol, and i moan that no1 likes me... well i duno! but then i kinda said to rory IF i did ask him wot wud he say (ive liked rory for like ages tho) and he said he would say summet along th lines of yes, so tht cheerd me up and i went to sleep w00 hehe yay. tho i doubt we'l end up goin out lolza so bah!

Drinkin wine again, at this time! =0 hehe well its goooood.

i still gota ring matt, bah, ill do that now.


pip pip

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: down to non - machine head

no point in puttin nefin in here today, i went on a motorway today well i could only go 50mile but it was good, but borin, mm

shitty waste of an imput today i may update later if summet excitin happens...

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: ts

okie im bored and listning to rhapsody lmao.... i duno why coz i dunno :S my fone keeps ringin but it says no number so i ent answerin it, i dont like it when i duno who it is coz bleh...

Last night arrghh i went to th last orders n 1st it was ok coz they were playin tallica which i can jus about stand, then they go an put the rasmus on.... =| wtf?
well anyway i made matt stay till 11 w00, err today... hmmmm i said to rory i would go out tonite but i jus realised i only have 5quid left :S crup!

so i think ill stay in and do fook all, and send ppl music, woo..

lol peters mum went to th alma las nite ;P

hmmz m bored again now i think ill go search random sites

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: was rhapsody but i turned the shite off

well me an peter are fine now i think, tho he didnt say bye 2 me ppl said he tryed to look for me but i wer ina diff pub which was true, but i got talkin 2 this guy about music, an i know tht peter was nxt to me at sum point i jus cant remeber :s and then i went out n he was in andis car goin so i fort reight fuck off wi out sayin bye then, so i went to th bus stop n come ome, which is now, and still tho things r oki think =) yay im glad im with peter, and thers no1 else here for me, but i still like peter and he dont know what ive give up for him......

but anyway im jus about sober now and can type =D yay!

Current Mood: tired

omg my lesson today was ace apart from stallin twice at th lights... lol oh and when my drivin instructor had a laughing fit because he said if i dont stop then ill run ppl over... it wasnt even funny, but he found it funny! so that made me find it funny and we were laughin for about 4-5minute and haha oohhh it was ace, oh yea got home an ma knee hurts booo! oh oh and yesh w00 i dunno weh hey!

Im goin to th alma 2nite, i rlly duno if i can be botherd tho its kinda borin n i only have a few poundaloons! but i think jess is comin with her crew lol w00p, and th whole i gota deal with peter thing and then matt w00p ill jus go for matt tbh, eeeeeeeeee i miss ppl still, i have time as well to go see ppl but im a bit lazy... and im guna revise for ma theory neway so neee!

well im guna go play avp2 now coz every1 else is bab baaiii!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: machine head

i havent had sex for a while......!!!!! OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well 2weekish w00 ent that bad an i only rlly enterd this coz im bored...


JEWISH PPL ROCK

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: silence still think ill lisn 2 dimmu now tho

jus been playin jka... very borin an avp2 all day, hmm booooooored... i wana ring ppl but its a tad late, and i miss ppl like matt n kerry n matty n dani an other ppl an its crap an poo and borin an i have a drivin lesson 2moro at 12 which is way to early booooo!

tlkin 2 ana off jka atm, and was talkin 2 kate but shes havin guy problems n kinda arrgghh!


lucozade

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: silence